Hoopla.

My head is a mess.
A train wreck, if you will, a lot of the time.

It is always, constantly, this complicated heap of emotions, thoughts...

Dreams, desires, cravings,

And a tangled up recollection of the past and at times what I feel are unrealistic illusions for the future.

It makes me wonder how I perform day to day tasks normally.
I have deep needs for connection and intimacy.
Mainly from people, but also the things I am involved in.

But then I realized that my head is the main thing that makes me, me.
Myself, my whole self, has got me to where I am right now.

This moment.
I would never for a moment want to give up the incredible richness of my life.

So, if it needs to be a mess,

I'll stop trying to pick it up and keep it clean.

After all, I couldn't be happier about where I am, the people in my life and who I am.

:)

Love always,

Mo

XOXO